God is taking me on a journey of an emotional rollercoaster ride.
it feels really similar to some place i've been before
but the situation itself is completely different
what i've come to realize is that i need certain things to grow in this Faith.
i can't stand certain things and i don't know how to deal with it.
but i do know that i have a lot of love supporting me right now.
so frustrated, scared, and hesitant at times
but so grateful.