sunnydays :)

what a blessing it has been these past couple of days with this awesome weather!! BBQS, beach, patios, diners, drinks... the living feels easyyyy hahaha.

i've been delaying to write on my blog these days ...i don't know what to talk about on here anymore LOL..
but tonight even though i'm super tired (because i don't sleep this late anymore)...i've decided to write about the things i'm reading during my QT...
reading a book called Mere Christianity By C.S. Lewis.. tonight's chapter was on Forgiveness. Lewis points out how we as Christians must "love people who have nothing lovable about them"..especially our enemies..those who have hurt us, betrayed us, backstabbed us..so on and so forth...basically 'hate a bad man's actions, but not hate the man". after reading that chapter i felt like ..my life is pretty smooth sailing right now ..but there are little things here and there that get to me because with my relations with certain people aren't at peace. hmm... definitely should pray about this.

Luke 7: 47 Jesus says, 'i tell you, her sins- and they are many-have been forgiven, so she has shown me much love. but a person who is forgiven little shows only little love".
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chyeaaa we can't be forgiven by Him unless we forgive the ppl around us.......

ps - playlist is more dedication to some r&b music. i just.cant.stop. crazy addicted.

taken back time.

tonight i had diner with a friend whom i haven't exchanged a single word with for 4 years. he used to be one of my best friends that i use to see every single day in high school. our conversation started out as something like, "why did we stop talking to each other?"...from then on for 3 hours straight we were just sharing about each others lives...past and present since the last time we've talked. it amazes me how we can talk to each other the way we do after all these years. i really wish i was one of those people who can carry out a conversation with anyone and click more easily with people. it's not that i'm selective with who i get close to but i only feel comfortable around certain people...it's like no matter how hard i try there are people that i just can't talk to. anyways i can honestly say that time hasn't changed anything between us...and time can change a lot of things, i feel really blessed to have had this opportunity to just catch up with you tonight.

*ps - playlist dedicated to Maxwell because he is so incredible.. i saw this coming for myself.. those tracks are most likely my top 5... including Pretty Wings but Ive had that song in another playlist so i didn't put that in =P

after a very busy past couple of weeks after exams..
i finally have some time to myself ..just at home..working on my voice for a good 2 hrs straight..watching lots of korean dramas (what my playlist was inspired by LOL).. digging into the Word of God. i've been putting in a lot of effort to meet up with old friends that i haven't seen in awhile ..and it's been totally awesome catching up! last week was craaazy with all these job interviews ..running across the city from downtown toronto to all the way east in scarborough...although unfortunately I AM STILL JOBLESS >=(...
as much as i love being around people and hate being at home sometimes... i think i'm definitely an introvert..because without days like today ..i tend to go a little insane.
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i wrote a really long blog post 2 nights ago and didn't end up publishing it because i wasn't sure if it was safe too write something about my dating life... even though i only have 6 followers hahaha and i dont' even know if the 6 come to my page regularly..but anyhow, this post is pretty much an entry with no substance

*'humanly speaking, it is impossible. But with God everything is possible". Matthew 19: 26