2am philosophical convos

chatting with three of my close buddies ,
these things in which i claim to be 'walls' aren't really barriers but are almost like a thin sheet of paper... imaginative objects that i have created for myself. we all have internal struggles and when we sit back and think about it ..it crosses your mind 'wow it might be just attainable'. yet im not pushing my boundaries and sitting back in my little comfort zone...why? hesitations, doubts, and lack of trust and faith in God? maybe, probably. but then i think to my self..so what if i do attain and do break these walls ...where will that take me? the satisfaction of knowing 'yay i did it' and making my daily life easier? boggledmind.